Mind speaks

I’m trying to remember you


Let you go


The same time.



Don’t feel sorry for me,

Or even worry about me

Don’t think who you left behind

Go everywhere you would like,

Don’t look behind.

Let’s start all over..

Let’s go back

Before it all started

Let’s be strangers again

Ask me for my name and I will ask for yours,

Telling each other what we hate and love

And all about overselves

Let’s go back

To that day

When you first said “I love you”

Then we laughed anyway

But we stood up late thinking about it,

Let’s start all over,

Let’s start falling again.

I want to feel the passion of life be it raw or smooth.

Do you know the feeling

of when you look at someone

And your stomach suddenly

Starts caving in on itself?

And even if it’s for a second

You literally cannot breathe.

Do you know how it feels

When your mind draws a blank?

Your throat, then, tightens up

Like a coiled rope gripping

Around a suffocating neck.


Well, even if you don’t,

You should no that

That’s what you do

To me.


Something, somewhere, knows what’s best for me and promises to keep sending me people and experiences to light my way as long as I live in gratitude and keep paying attention to the signs.”

Can you escape fate?

If only you would realize some day, how much have you hurt me,
If only your heart ever, craves for me or my presence…
If only you feel that love again someday for me,
If only you are affected someday by my absence…
Only you can end all my suffering and this unbearable pain,
If only you would know what you could never procure…
If only you go through the memories of past once again,
Since the day you left my heart has bled, no one has its cure…
If only you would bring that love, those showers and that rain…
If only you would come back and see what damage you create,
I’ve been waiting for your return since forever more…
If only you would see the woman that you have made,
You said we cannot sail through, how were you so sure?
If only you can feel the old things that can never fade,
You may have moved on, but a piece of my heart is still with you…
I know how I’ve come so far alone; I know how I’m able to wade,
People say that I’m insane and you won’t ever come back again…
Maybe you would have never made your separate way,
Maybe you would have stayed with me and proved everyone wrong…
If only you would know the pain of dying every day,
If only you would feel the burden of smiling and being strong…

What’s happened to me????

What’s happened to me?
My heart is restless
Why did such a thing happen?
I don’t know why
What caused this?
I don’t know what’s happened to me
Have the heart-beats increased?
My heart-beats have stopped
What happened to Your breath?
My breath is not under my control

Oh my, what’s this happening?
Isn’t it that, what has happened?
What’s happened to me ?

It’s very difficult to hide
And it’s even more difficult to express
The talks of the heart
Shouldn’t be kept hidden from close ones
I want to tell but
I’m not able to speak
You’ve caught a disease
From which only God can save You

What is its medicine?
Its medicine is nothing
What’ll happen now?
I don’t know

Oh my, what’s this happening?
I don’t know what has happened to me
What’s happened to me?

The talks of the heart, my beloved
If You won’t express to me
Then all Your life
You’ll keep suffering
What’s this turning point?
What’s this senselessness (intoxication)?
Where am I?
I have no idea
Keep a watch over Your heart
My heart is not with me anymore

It’s become Yours, what do I do?
Oh my, I’m in love
I’m in love with You
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you